so im down another 9 lbs from the last time i checked two weeks ago .. its going a lots faster then anticipated but maybe my metabolism is a lot faster now then it was ... i have about 25 more lbs til i am at my first goal weight .. after that i will slow down the crazy cardio workouts and focus on toning up with weights ... im doing about an hour of cardio at least 3x a week .. sometimes 4 or 5 times ... plus weight training .. im so excited that its all paying off ... seriously .. im gonna be so fucking hott
sinse i started i have lost 24lbs (half way there baby).. thats over 3 months i think .. i fucking rule ... and dont worry im not starving myself .. im just working hard and making better choices diet wise .. im doing it right this time ... then it will be long term and not some short lived get skinny quick scheme .. eek im so excited ... seriously .. i havent been this happy in forever .. and its all my own doing .. i love me :D:D:D ... best bday present ever!!!
who cares that my bitch ass family is all out of town and that i have to work at 6.30 on my bday .. im happy happy happy ... im gonna watch sin city and get drunk off of a tonne of wine .. haha :D .. i am having my family bday bbq on the 3rd so its all good its not like they forgot me totally hehe .. itll be fun ... my sister want to go out after too so it will be so fun
August 28 2005, 16:53:21 UTC 6 years ago
mayana you are an inspiration! gah i knew i shoulda went to the gym this morning and let jey sleep in. i gotta get back into it and its a heck of a lot harder than i thought. =S
im sooo proud of you gun, keep at it, its so much easier to when you see results hey?
love you.
August 28 2005, 22:22:12 UTC 6 years ago
yeah its hard sometimes....
i cant think about if i should go or not i have to just go otherwise i will battle myself and end up not going .. its funny cuz i dont feel much smaller at all .. but people keep saying that they can see a big difference ... but yeah when i hopped on the scale and saw i was 9 lbs lighter after only two weeks i was like holy fuck ... i guess i am making progress .. haha its really exciting